Two Heads Girl

Taj The Beauty

Beauty of India-Tajmahal

Living with your hatred..

Hello?
Can i speak to Sonam...
Studies in class 9...
...Pause... Please Hold on...

...after around five minutes...
overheard a lady saying...
Kasle phone gareko??
Ko ho tyo??
Tero..NP ko boy friend ho ni?
Ko ho tyo...?(angrily someone asked)

Thaha chaina miss ko ho?
Khai kunni miss ko ho??

I kept listening...
after a moment she picked up the phone...
and said, "Hello..." "Hello..."
Inbetween those two Helloes I said,"Sorry...Sorry..."

I realised that I had done...
somethng reallybad...
Since then I couldn't find the same love in her...
in her heart...in her eyes...in her days...in her nights for me....


...after many days....
I met her online...
I was leaving her some offline messages...
Hi Jaan... I am missing you more than anything in this world..
I am missing you like crazy...
and...
and...
suddenly she replied ....
I am angry with you...
I asked for forgiveness...
and she said I will forgive you but...
but... we must end this relation here...
you..you..you are a loser...
you can't fulfill your commitments...
I must end my relation with you...
You can't be my dream partner...
(I was stunned... I felt something rolling down thought
my cheeks.. those were the pearls that she had presented me
when I was with her...when I was happy and flourishing in so called love...)
Then she said...,"I will miss you" but i won't be
able to continue this relation anymore... If you want we could be friends...
(I know how i was feeling at that moment...My mind ws out of control)
I asked her don't do this to me...I pleaded her like anything... I asked her for forgiveness...
She said," She will forgive me if I would never ever call back her...in her school...If I want her future to be bright and prosperous..."
I promised her that I will never ever call her in her school...
She forgave me & somehow I am trying to keep my promise...
She was living in her world...Happily but I was desperate to talk to her..
..to meet her...to see her...."
Somehow I managed to meet her... She was looking happy
but I don't know why though I was beside her...
still I was missing her...I had nice time with her... But when I asked her that was her decision was final...?? She replied "YES"
Since then my heart is crying to die... I want to die...
But still I am living a miserable life....since the day I departed from her...
I wrote her so many mails... So many epistles... but all invain...
I am unable to know, what should I do...
what does she wants? As always it’s difficult to
understand a "lady's heart"...
Today it's been a year and a day, since when
I am living a life with someone's hatred...
But..but...
Still I am living with a hope that she will be back...
back with me... holding my hand... arguing with me...
why did i do that? Why didn't I do that???
Ah...Is this a dreamer a reality or just a story...???
I hope it's just a story... Story to be told...
Story to be heard.. But not the story to be done.....

Run for Fun

"NIBL Annual Marathon 2007"-
(D2 office)
The event was held on 17^th March, 7 AM. As many as 16 people from D2 ran on the occasion. The distance run was 10 KMS, starting from Durbar Marg thru Tripureswhor, Thapathali, Pulchowk, Gabahal and returning the same route.

The participants:

1. Sanjeet Baidya 2.Prashanta Shrestha 3.Prajjwal Hada 4.Sudeep Adiga 5.Hitesh Karki 6.Tejaswee Sharma 7.Shreeya Shakya 8.Saurva Thakur 9.Smriti Shrestha 10.Dovan Rai 11.Shashi Acharya 12.Charu Arjyal 13.Sajan Sangraula 14.Kamal Silwal ( not in the pic) 15. Shalin Pradhan ( not in the pic) 16.Subin Shrestha

Dinesh-mama