I want to share my part of story

I always had a best friend. The difference was.. she was from the opposite sex. We were so close to each other. we loved each other so much. But we never thought of a marital relationship. Once I saw her with a boy (other frens) who was dashing and then a sense of different feeling came into me and i started feeling it might be because i am in love with her. This was as usual. I again came to normal. we always flirt with each other. I knew that there were times when she was always bluffing stuffs.
One day we went for a date and then she said that she loved me very much and cared about me so much. We just went on laughing, I thought that it was some of his another joke. I came home and again thought on this..
The very next day she again reminded me of this and he wanted me to reply. Then at that moment i thought,, she was saying for real. I came home and thought so much.. Then i came to a solution that i am not going to be in a relationship with her and i said no.. I had my reasons..My reasons were that.. I felt that she was just a good friend and the very best too. But she shall be a bad wife because she always flirted and she goes on with her bluffs many times.. But today i realize if i had married with her.. she would care for me a lot .. because she not just flirted with me.. But loved me so much and cared about me so much..
I know this today.. but what to do, I realized but i am too late....I can't purpose her now..

she is living a very successful life and she is being a very successful wife for her husband. I can see this today.. I never thought that she had this seriousness in her. I always thought that she is just a lover boy and a fun loving boy.
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People say "when we are in love it's nothing but just a temporary madness". But different people have different views. The only thing to do when you are in love is to... Express it before it's too late.

Words in the Heart....

I always wait for the night. becoz of dreams, a Girl i always see in my dreams, who take my hands & took me far away, from sorrows and troubles every time when i wake up question tantalize me, would she really exits some where??? But i know, dreams are dreams, they aren't true but i keep them near to my heart beats, which give me the life i can not live without them perhaps i can not live without her, but i believe that One day, she will appear from my dreams, to wipe out my tears on that day she will assure me... That dreams have reality & that's true, I love walking in the Rain, because nobody can see I am crying & Tears falling for my SweeT HearT.

DREAMS SHATTERED BY DESTINY ( I )

once there was a gal....named riya.......who always lived in her dreams........she always thought that one day my dreamboy will come..........where ever he was but he was made for her.........everyone always laughed at her.........but she didn't cared........she used to look stars at night and think who it was? when he will meet her? ......what he may be doing at this moment? is he too looking at stars and thinking about her?...........what a crazy gal.......but whatever everyone said.........whe always believed in her dreams.......one day she saw a man .........she just couldn't take her eyes off him.....she fell in love for the first time.........in first sight...........he was so handsome.........every gal may be wished to be with him......he was rahul....she even can't imagine he will even ever talk to her or not..........but destiny made them meet again and again.......he became a good frens.....every one knew that she loved him......but one day he purposed her best fren......priya.....she felt bad but she accepted the reality.........then her fren too accept him.....her all dreams seem to be broken into peices.........she cried n cried for months............in a dark room...........infront of them she pretend to be happy..........but it was not so easy to pretend happiness so she decided to go away from thier life........and she start to ignore all their calls or anything that makes her remember them.......she always wished they will be happy wherever they are..........and this way she detached herself from them...........

IS ThIS THE END OF STORY? NO............
READ SECOND PART OF THIS STORY TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED NEXT...........'COZ SHE MADE CRIME TO LOVE SOMEONE............HOW CAN SHE GET OUT THIS SO EASILY?.......DESTINY HAD WRITTEN MORE TEARS IN HER PART.........