DREAMS SHATTERED BY DESTINY (II)

here part -2
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after that riya started her own life..........lonely but believed that rahul never meant to be for her........her bestfren.....pratima.....she was with her from the begining she helped her a lot to forget all about rahul.......but it's not so easy.......she used to give him blank calls.......everyday..........to hear his voice once......this was going on...........
one day for surprize he called her............for the first time .....before that they never talked to eachother.........then he asked her to be his fren.....she also agreed....thought its better to have something istead of nothing....then both go on talking on phone....everyday he used to call her.....both talk talk for whole night...and then their relation go on being close everyday....both
shared their feelings,their secrets,their problems all....both cried together and laughed togetehr.....priya was there in his life but riya meant a much in his life.....but riya never stopped loving him....he too knew this.....he used to say u're my fren and this is the puriest relation.....she tried to understand but how can one change her love into frenship............then one day priya and rahul break up.........riya tried to convince and clear their misunderstanding....but she never knew why they break up....if she talk to rahul about this he used to be angry and priya she began to hate rahul.....riya did a lot to make them together again....'coa she knew how it fell when heart breaks.........no matter what happens to her she wanted to see rahul happy.........her fren pratima used to scold her for that....her all frens scold her for trying to bring them together again....but she tried n tried.....because of this rahul also became angry with her....and at last she gave up.....but rahul knew that riya love him......he used to say we're only frens but both made future plans....talked about many things which two frens can't talk....so riya didn't understood why he is saying her only fren if he needs her everywhere?.........this way 4 yrs passed by....then suddenly in 2000 yr..........its new yr eve when she found out he accepted someone else.........and he thought it will hurt riya so never talked abt this with her...........she felt very bad.........again they broke.........it takes 1 yr to stop her tears.........and after she broke with him.........she became like mad........she behaved klike that........whenever people see her on the way she felt that they were looking b'coz she was the most ugliest gal in this world....if she came infront of mirror she used to close her eyes.....her madness increase day by day so she started work.....then her pain stated to become less....
again after 1 yr he came back....again.......but this time she didn't hoped for anything.....this way another 1 yr passes and he went another country to study.......riya cried n cried for one mths after he left......he used to call her from there too...twice or thrice a week........she thought may be he didn't understood his feelings...........'coz from there he said he love her and can't live without her........she believed him.....he return in vacation after 1 yr.....when he was back he told her everything that i told was a joke............this hurt her again..........he always said i don't want to hurt u.........but go on hurting...........riya always thought he never understood his own feelings........and she forgave him everytime.....her frens always said don't believe him..........but she did believe him........'coz she knew he was the only person she can be happy with and he was the only person who understands her much.........but after that their relation start to spoil........and he returned back for further studies....till this its 8 yrs had passes..........she waited him for eight yrs and he never said three words "i love u" then she also tired of this all and felt like leaving this country where every street,every place,every moment makes her recall him............so she also went another country for study.........then after 8 and half yr..........when he returned back to nepal may be he felt or realised her value sso he accept her..........but riya didn't believed him for a moment 'coz past experience wasn't so good....and she asked him questions....that is this time he was serious or just joking like last time?.....but he thought she didn't believed him.....he explained that he never accept her 'coz he always thought riya is my life partner.........so if i accept now may be i'll lose her so its better to get married .......so he said in fear of losing he never accept and tried to fren first........'coz good frens can be good life partners....
and he said u never believed me......so this relation won't work out........and he left her.........broke every relation..........he even changed his phone numbers and all.........riya was thinking why he did that?.........or why he broke that relation after nearly 9 yrs....when this problem wasnot solved............she found out that his best fren loved riya......but she never even thought about him for a second,......

esha i donno why he left me.....i'm still thinking he sacrifice me for his fren or there is some other reasons.........but one thing is sure he always loved me........i felt that love in his eyes..........whenever he talked to me i felt that.........i know he hrt me........and by reading my stury u may think he isn't good man but only situations are like that....he never tried to hurt me....he always tried to give me happiness....and he cared me so much that i think i'll never ever success to love someone else..........my relation with him is only frenship or love.............i donno .........i'm unable to describe it.............'coz in my pains i saw tears in his eyes.........in my happiness i saw smile in his face.........now how can i blame him for everything?.........i know i too made some mistakes........and he too.....but i don't understand how he can leave me like this?............i'm totally blank and still trying to search answers............

Friendship after love sucks

Hi my name is Sas----.
Normally, I deal with my problems myself. I don't like bothering others. But this time, the problem is so complicated that I need someone else' advice. I have never had a girlfriend, either I wasn't interested or could not find someone interesting enough. But it all changed two months ago when i met a girl in my .......... I had never met someone like her before (Hell,I didn't even know someone like her exists). she was wonderful,very cute to look at and great to have conversation with. In the very beginning of our friendship, she told me that she didn't have a boyfriend. She told me about a guy who had purposed her but she didn't accept. It was what I wanted to hear and so I belived her. After this, I went down the road of love and never looked back.She would be the last thing on my mind when I went to sleep and the first thing when I woke up. It felt so wonderful that I began asking myself why I didn't fall in love before? she gave every hint that the feelings were mutual.But unfortunately, the road was made short for me. I reached a point where I just could not ignore rumors about her having a boyfriend and had to ask her. And sadly, this time she didn't lie. she said that she had a boyfriend and she said it very easily as if it wouldn't affect me or as if I knew about it already. I didn't have the guts to ask her why she lied before. I felt angry and betrayed at first but later started blaming myself for being so blind. May be if I had opened my eyes a little, I would have seen the truth. Still we are good friends but now everytime she mentions about her boyfriend and how much she adores him, it breaks my little heart into thousand pieces. It takes me few days to glue back those pieces together and again she breaks it by saying something like "you know I am very happy right now because he just called me" or "thank God, my mom didn't pick up the phone when he called yesterday" or simply "you know when you say that it reminds me of him". I am sick of it. I am sick of feeling like a looser(which I'm not or I just think I'm not), who is after a girl totally out of his reach. Believe me she is not out of my reach. We belong together but I guess you don't always have what belongs to you. If she thinks she belongs to someone else, I am no one to disagree. It is her decision after all. When I first found out about her boyfriend, I didn't know where our relationship would go next? After a lots and lots of thinking, I made a final decision. Since she was such a wonderful person, I decided to continue friendship with her. But I didn't know then, how hard it would be to continue with my decision. After all, it hurts when heart breaks and in this relationship mine does so frequently. I feel pathetic. I had never thought that I would be the kind of guy who can love someone who loves someone else. Triangular love story sucks. When I decided to continue friendship with her, deep down inside in a pathetic and a evil way I was actually hoping that she would one day break up with her boyfriend (who was in the picture long before I came in) and fall in love with me. But the probability of that happening is the same as that of nepali movies being as good as bollywood movies. In other words, It ain't happening. So I have decided to end it and get over her and here is where I need your help. I don't need your advice actually, things are pretty clear to me.I just need someone to tell me that I am doing the right thing. Is there any point in continuing friendship with her when all I get from this friendship is hurt and feelings of being a BIG

LOOSER?
Right now, I can't imagine myself falling in love with someone else. Thinking about falling in love gives me headaches these days but I know it's just a hangover and few months later I would find myself falling in love with some other girl (who hopefully will realize how much I love her and won't have any boyfriend and even if she does will be ready to dump him for me). :)

A story dat'll affect ur thinking

A great note for all to read it will take just 37 seconds to read this and change your thinking.

Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window.
The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back.
The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation.
Every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one-hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside.
The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color and a fine view of the city skyline could be seen in the distance. As the man by the window described all this in exquisite detail, the
man on the other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine the picturesque scene. One warm afternoon the man by the window described a parade passing by. Although the other man couldn't hear the band - he could see it. In his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words. Days and weeks passed. One morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep. She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away. As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone. Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the real world outside. He strained to slowly turn to look out the window beside the bed. It faced a blank wall. The man asked the nurse what could have compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window. The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall. She said, "Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you."

"There is tremendous happiness in making others happy, despite our own situations"