Feb 7, 2006

Secret garden

open the door on my dear shelter.
A place where the sun casts shadows
and stars are growing like... flowers...
and silently..., the wind is dancing in me.
I feel alive, I feel myself,
under my weeping willow...

- - - - - -
When everything goes wrong,
when the stress is your best friend,
when you can't remember your name,
open the door of your garden, and feel the serenity.

I won't do a poll, but, let me know : What's the TREE of YOUR secret garden ?

So, it's done... and submited. And I feel like if I was naked front of you.
Every of my drawings is a striptease... sharing my art, I share myself, my feelings, my fears, my wishes...
luckily it's just piece of art :D. Or maybe I am just a narcissistic person... why not

Me with Fren....

Poems(All about Friend N Friendship)

Life without Friendship

Life without friendship....
is like the dawn without the sun.

Life without friendship....
is like the sky without the moon
when the evening has begun.

Life without friendship....
is like a rose without rain.

Life without friendship....
just wouldn't be the same.

Life without friendship....
is like a ship without a sea.

Life without friendship....
just could not be
without a friend like you for me.

Far away friends

I will never forget

That time you helped me out

The time I was distraught

And you were there

We had chatted before

In a superficial way

Jokes and smiles with

Flattery and pleasantries

But on that night

We chatted for hours

You brought a smile to my face

And I needed that

It was that night

That cemented our friendship

Although we had not met

We became close friends

I know so much about you

And yet so very little

You almost know everything there is

To know about me

Although we are miles apart

In so many ways

My heart feels so close

To you, my dear friend

For You...My Friend

To some people, a friend is practically anyone they know. To me, friendship means a much closer relationship,one in which you take the time to really understand each other.

A friend is someone you trust enough to share a part of yourself the rest of the world may never see.

When it comes to friendship, it's quality not quantity

With you I know I have the very Best!

A special prayer

Every evening

as I'm laying here in bed

This little prayer keeps running

through my mortal head

God bless my mom and dad

and bless my little child

and take care of my spouse

when things start gettin wild....

and God there's one more thing

I wish that you could do

hope ya don't mind me askin'

but 'PLEASE' bless my 'puter too??

Now I know that it's not normal

to bless a mother board

but listen just a second

while I explain to you, "MY LORD"

you see, that little metal box

holds more than odds and ends.

inside those small components

rest a hundred of my 'BEST FRIENDS'

Some it's true I've never seen

and most I've never met

we've never shaken hands

or shared a meal as yet...

I know for sure they like me

by the kindnesses that they give

and this little scrap of metal

is how I travel to where they live.

by faith is how I know them

much the same as I know you.

I share in what life brings them

from that our friendship grew.

'PLEASE' take an extra minute

from your duties up above...

to bless this hunk of metal

that's filled with so much love.

My Cyber Friend

I haven't ever seen you,

but I know you're really there;

I click you into reality

Like magic from the air.

Your voice is like an angel,

Though I really do not hear;

Your hug as warm as any

Of loved ones I hold dear.

You're always there for comfort,

Or a word of cheer;

Though you are very far away,

I always have you near.

You're a very special friend,

Like none I've ever known;

As long as you're in cyberspace

I'll never be alone.


Friendship is a strange thing....we find ourselves telling each other the deepest details of our lives...things we don't even share with our families who raised us...But what is a friend? A confidant? A lover? A fellow email junkie? A shoulder to cry on? an ear to listen? a heart to feel?...A friend is all these things...and more. No matter where we met,....I call you friend. A word so small...yet so large in feeling...a word filled with emotion. It is true great things come in small packages.
Once the package of friendship has been opened, it can never be closed...it is a constant book always written... waiting to be read...and enjoyed
We may have our disagreements...we may argue...we may concern one another... friendship is a unique bond that lasts through it all.... A part of me is put into my friends... some it is my humor...some it is my listening ear...some it is real life experiences...some it is my romanticism...but with all, it is friendship. Friendships forged are a construct stronger than steel built as a foundation....necessary for life...and necessary for love. :-)
Friends, you and me.... you brought another friend... and then there were 3... we started our group... Our circle of friends... and like that circle... there is no beginning or end.. Keep this going.... Email all your friends this message.... Email all those friends you never met.... Those you have... and those you've lost along the way... This is to all wonderful people I have met personally or online!

A friend is a treasure

A friend is someone we turn to, When our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure, For our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives, With beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the world we live in, a better and happier place

Ode to a Friend

When you are sad

I will dry your tears

When you are scared

I will comfort your fears

When you are worried

I will give you hope

When you are confused

I will help you cope

and when you are lost

and can't see the light

I shall be your beacon

shining ever so bright

This is my oath

I pledge till the end

Why you may ask

because you're a friend.

Oh Help Me Here

Still I feel the same pain
doesn't need to get physical
it grows by day & by night
through my eyes cries in fright.

They all say because they can
could they have ever understood
I wish they all had known
how much do i feel the pain.

Shall I ever be happy again
a slight utter of your name here
it hurts I feel like falling down
if its not you, you are still my warm gown.

Here I am alone, hurt & down
you are all that it is to me
all that ever can bring me back up
I know you understand my pain is my love.

everytime i think i missed her
search her in my soul
i found thee my love
and know i didn't missed her

no need to find her here n there
when i know she's inside me
and share everyting with her
because she's a part of me

but still if i've to feel the phsical touch
yes i do miss her and know i'll
but what's use to get things all in real
when there's virtual world tooo

where your every desires come true
and nothing is left behind...
i love to be in dreams because i know
this world sucks and makes me feel sorrow

so i prefer to be in drea
ms and addicted in love

Confused ....Love Story!

A couple years ago, while chatting online, I came across many different and very interesting people.

I never thought of I-Ming (instant messaging) anybody. I was in a chat room one night, and this guy was chatting. she seemed like somebody so compatible with me.

So, I decided to give this instant messenger a try. Not knowing i was going to fall head of heels in love with this man, I I-Med her and simply said hello. That's when it all started. We began to chat more frequently, than it turned into every night, and after that, every spare minute we had in a day. The only reason I would really go online was to chat with her. I barely knew her but my love grew more and more day by day.

When I would tell people about it, they would think I was crazy to have fallen for this complete stranger. Yet, they didn't understand how deeply I felt for him. When I would see her screen name sign on, i would get tingles all over, and butterflies in my tummy. one or two years passed and this stranger was still in my heart. One night, I decided to call her. Since she lived far away, we couldn't talk on the phone much because my parents and her would see this unfamiliar number on the phone bill. The first time I heard his voice on the phone, I got this feeling that i can't even describe. For the first time in my life, I had been completely speechless. Words no longer existed. After that, we chatted more. I didn't think she felt for me, as i had for her. To my surprise, one night she told me how much I meant to her, and that she had to be with me. She told me that no one had ever made her smile on the worst days. No one could calm her down when she was angry, as I had. she told me that he thought of me every single moment. And I was more in love with her than I knew.

After chatting for 2 years or so, she told me she was in love with me, but I didn't believe it. I didn't believe how 2 complete strangers could fall in love. Conversations would come up about seeing each other and we would plan everything, or I would at least. And when that day would come for us to meet, something would come up. This went on a couple more times. One day she disappeared and for a couple months I didn't talk to her. But not a day went by that I wouldn't think of her. I saw her online one night, and I thought this was my only chance to tell her how I had felt. I told her I was in love with her. And she was shocked. she said, she felt the same, but I didn't think so. I have stopped trying to work it out with her. I have given up. I guess you can say I moved on, new loves have came and left. But none have left such an impact on my life as she has. And still to this day, I think of her every day.

Sometimes, I cry. I wish someday I could finally meet this stranger that I have loved for so long. I asked her one day why she wouldn't meet me, and she told me, I know if I meet you, I'm going to get attached to you, and there's no way we can be together because we live so far from one another. But I know deep in my heart that I'll see her one day, and when I do, I'll never let her go because I love her.

"Confused Girl"