here part -2
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after that riya started her own life..........lonely but believed that rahul never meant to be for her........her bestfren.....pratima.....she was with her from the begining she helped her a lot to forget all about rahul.......but it's not so easy.......she used to give him blank calls.......everyday..........to hear his voice once......this was going on...........
one day for surprize he called her............for the first time .....before that they never talked to eachother.........then he asked her to be his fren.....she also agreed....thought its better to have something istead of nothing....then both go on talking on phone....everyday he used to call her.....both talk talk for whole night...and then their relation go on being close everyday....both
shared their feelings,their secrets,their problems all....both cried together and laughed togetehr.....priya was there in his life but riya meant a much in his life.....but riya never stopped loving him....he too knew this.....he used to say u're my fren and this is the puriest relation.....she tried to understand but how can one change her love into frenship............then one day priya and rahul break up.........riya tried to convince and clear their misunderstanding....but she never knew why they break up....if she talk to rahul about this he used to be angry and priya she began to hate rahul.....riya did a lot to make them together again....'coa she knew how it fell when heart breaks.........no matter what happens to her she wanted to see rahul happy.........her fren pratima used to scold her for that....her all frens scold her for trying to bring them together again....but she tried n tried.....because of this rahul also became angry with her....and at last she gave up.....but rahul knew that riya love him......he used to say we're only frens but both made future plans....talked about many things which two frens can't talk....so riya didn't understood why he is saying her only fren if he needs her everywhere?.........this way 4 yrs passed by....then suddenly in 2000 yr..........its new yr eve when she found out he accepted someone else.........and he thought it will hurt riya so never talked abt this with her...........she felt very bad.........again they broke.........it takes 1 yr to stop her tears.........and after she broke with him.........she became like mad........she behaved klike that........whenever people see her on the way she felt that they were looking b'coz she was the most ugliest gal in this world....if she came infront of mirror she used to close her eyes.....her madness increase day by day so she started work.....then her pain stated to become less....
again after 1 yr he came back....again.......but this time she didn't hoped for anything.....this way another 1 yr passes and he went another country to study.......riya cried n cried for one mths after he left......he used to call her from there too...twice or thrice a week........she thought may be he didn't understood his feelings...........'coz from there he said he love her and can't live without her........she believed him.....he return in vacation after 1 yr.....when he was back he told her everything that i told was a joke............this hurt her again..........he always said i don't want to hurt u.........but go on hurting...........riya always thought he never understood his own feelings........and she forgave him everytime.....her frens always said don't believe him..........but she did believe him........'coz she knew he was the only person she can be happy with and he was the only person who understands her much.........but after that their relation start to spoil........and he returned back for further studies....till this its 8 yrs had passes..........she waited him for eight yrs and he never said three words "i love u" then she also tired of this all and felt like leaving this country where every street,every place,every moment makes her recall him............so she also went another country for study.........then after 8 and half yr..........when he returned back to nepal may be he felt or realised her value sso he accept her..........but riya didn't believed him for a moment 'coz past experience wasn't so good....and she asked him questions....that is this time he was serious or just joking like last time?.....but he thought she didn't believed him.....he explained that he never accept her 'coz he always thought riya is my life partner.........so if i accept now may be i'll lose her so its better to get married .......so he said in fear of losing he never accept and tried to fren first........'coz good frens can be good life partners....
and he said u never believed me......so this relation won't work out........and he left her.........broke every relation..........he even changed his phone numbers and all.........riya was thinking why he did that?.........or why he broke that relation after nearly 9 yrs....when this problem wasnot solved............she found out that his best fren loved riya......but she never even thought about him for a second,......
esha i donno why he left me.....i'm still thinking he sacrifice me for his fren or there is some other reasons.........but one thing is sure he always loved me........i felt that love in his eyes..........whenever he talked to me i felt that.........i know he hrt me........and by reading my stury u may think he isn't good man but only situations are like that....he never tried to hurt me....he always tried to give me happiness....and he cared me so much that i think i'll never ever success to love someone else..........my relation with him is only frenship or love.............i donno .........i'm unable to describe it.............'coz in my pains i saw tears in his eyes.........in my happiness i saw smile in his face.........now how can i blame him for everything?.........i know i too made some mistakes........and he too.....but i don't understand how he can leave me like this?............i'm totally blank and still trying to search answers............
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